i wanna be your last, first kiss that you'll ever have.

So I was randoming around online on Youtube and I came across an awesome new song and an awesome new manga that's really interesting! :)

The manga is called 'Vampire Knight' and it's really coolios. I read the first volume and I was hooked :D I'd buy the manga, but I'd have to find it first and for the US price, so buying it from Chapters/Indigo is a nono LoL So Until then, reading it online will doo :) [now I just gotta get my computer fixed again!]

Speaking of computers! My bro called up Dell last night and they're gonna send a guy over again! But this time Charles will be around to watch the guy to make sure he doesn't f*ck up my computer AGAIN. :P *yay* so, hopefully the guy will call back to set up a day soon cause I want my computer back NOW! The screen on this laptop really hurts my eyes for some reason.... I don't know what it is. *tears* even though I hate my computer so much right now for being dumb I miss it so much! COME BACK TO ME BABY!!!!! hahahahhaha :) I didn't mean those things I said :P

AnywhO!! As for that song I was talking about. It's called "Inevitable" by a band called Anberlin. I'm posting the lyrics up cause I think that they're beautiful.
They're actually also reminding me of my best friend Joanne because she's in this situation right now. But she's one of the strongest ladies I know, and I know she's going to get through everything one day at a time. She's already gotten so far and I'm so proud of her! Although every day is a giant hill to overcome and walk upwards, she's walking down it with her head held high and her spirits risen everyday :) I love her so much!

Anywho! I should really get back to studying!! I have my exam tomorrow and I'm soooooooooo slow! hahaha I should also go take a nice shower to wake me up! Staring at the computer screen is putting me to sleep! hahaha

'Inevitable' by Anberlin

Do you remember when we were just kids

And cardboard boxes took us miles from what we would miss

Schoolyard conversations taken to heart

And laughter took the place of everything we knew we were not

I wanna break every clock

The hands of time could never move again

We could stay in this moment (stay in this moment)

For the rest of our lives

Is it over now hey, is it over now

I wanna be your last, first kiss

That you'll ever have

I wanna be your last, first kiss

Amazing how life turns out the way that it does

We end up hurting the worst, the only ones we really love

I wanna break every clock

The hands of time could never move again

We could stay in this moment (stay in this moment)

For the rest of our lives

Is it over now hey, is it over now

I wanna be your last, first kiss

That you'll ever have

I wanna be your last, first kiss

Is it over now hey, it's over now

Is it over how hey, it's not over now

I wanna be your last, first kiss

That you'll ever have (that you'll ever have)

I wanna be your last, first love (that you'll ever have)

Till you're lying here beside me with arms and eyes open wide

I wanna be your last, first kiss for all time