009 // and if i claim to be a wise man... it surely means that i don't know

today has been a very lazy day. last night i made alan and i chicken parm for dinner and we finished watching season 2 of supernatural.

this morning we had pancakes and then we went to missisauga to go to husky gas station and then we headed to alan's place. he worked on his car for a bit and i lazed around. then we watched big bang theory and my brain turned to mush. so right now i'm in a hazy state and i feel like poop. lol

tomorrow there's a p.a. day so i'll be working all day. then after i'll be attended a workshop so i have a very busy and tiring day ahead of me *tears*. i'm not looking forward to it at all... the only thing is that i get to sleep in a bit.

anyway. i just finished making my weekly plans for work.... i've been feeling kind of depressed lately as i don't have a teaching job and that i haven't gotten any calls..... i wish i was in the classroom teaching but i'm stuck in this job and i hate it. i want to get out... but i need to make money or else i'll be broke and there's only so much i can do when it comes to applying. *sighz* when will i get my break? :(

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so i'm still really bored so i decided to write some more. yesterday alan and i were on a mini-date and drove around... then we ended up at shops on steeles. there they have a store called Pandora and we went to check it out. i ended up buying myself a braclet from there... a very kickass one at that! it's a charm braclet that you can keep adding too and i love it. there are so many charms that i want to put on!

anyway. that's all for now. i'm waiting for dinner to be ready so i'm just trying to waste time.

008 // good times for a change

it's been a while since my last entry. there hasn't been anything new to really write about.... i haven't been sleeping properly still and it sucks. my little charles past away last week.... and that's pretty much it. work is still sucky... i re-applied to the boards so hopefully i'll hear something back this year and i can start teaching. *crosses fingers*

i got the sims 3 a few weeks ago and i've been playing that. it's pretty fun.

anyway. i'm not in the mood to write any more. so i'll end it here. i'm just waiting for alan to pick me up so we can head to pmall anyway.

007 // there goes the fear again

hello!

so yesterday was alan and my 4 year anniversary!! ^^ to celebrate we went to swiss chalet and used our buy 1, get 1 free coupon! yum yum! he also surprised me and bought me a bouquet of flowers! he hasn't bought me flowers in years! so that was pretty exciting ^^

anyway. there isn't much to report. tomorrow i finish with asperger's boy at 11.... it's friday and i'll be going to swiss chalet for dinner night!! woot! yummy! more free dinner! totally awesome :)

other than that i'm going to head off to alan's for a bit to relax.

006 // you might find the answer written on the wall

yay! tomorrow is my 4 year anniversary! sadly, still no present has arrived yet in the mail. :( *tears* oh well. at least i still have swiss chalet to look forward too! :D yum yum!

anyway. i don't have much to talk about today. i'm just staying in this evening and hoping to sleep early because for some reason i keep on waking up in the middle of the night. it's pretty annoying stuff. in the mornings i feel so tired >.<*

well. i'm going to go read for a bit. i'm feeling lazy.

005 // could you take my picture (cause i won't remember)

so it's monday yet again. wooo...

right now i'm just relaxing before i have to head on back to work. i have about 20ish more minutes... but i feel so sad. i'm so comfy and i really do hate having to go back to work after i already finished and completed 2 jobs... *sigh* now back again to finish the job.

so tonight there are no plans for the evening. just a lot of sitting around and doing nothing. the week just started but already i wished it would end.

at least on wednesday it'll be my 4 year anniversary with alan! :) i'm still waiting for his present to arrive in the mail. i'm sad because i have a feeling that it will arrive late. *tears* oh well. i wanted to give it to him during dinner, but i guess i'll just have to do that another day. we'll be heading to swiss chalet to use our buy 1, get 1 free coupon! yum yum! i can't wait! how i love me some swiss chalet :)

anyway. i'll write more later. right now i think i'll go take a quick 15 minute nap. see ya! :)

004 // like the clouds you drift me away... far away.

howdy doody dos!

so today is sunday and it is almost 5:45pm.... where has the weekend gone?! *tears* soon it'll be monday and back to work yet again.

i've had a good weekend though. sadly on friday even though alan and i went half an hour early to watch avatar, it was sold out. so instead we decided that we would try again next week... and i'm probably going to go early and buy our tickets because it's starting to get silly now! sheesh.
anyway. since it was rather early in the evening (6:30) we decided to walk around the mall. i ended up buying supernatural season 3 and i used most of my garage gift card to buy a shirt and a scarf. after the mall we got some dinner at mcdonalds and then we headed to alan's to watch us some supernatural (end season 1 and start season 2).

yesterday was my cousin's birthday and we headed to his house to celebrate with a scrumptious dinner. mmm mmm! ^^ and scrumptious it was!

then today alan and i just bummed around. we headed to heroes-world and then future shop... then had some brunch at wendy's. after we bummed around his house reading comics and then i headed home and he went to steves.

now i'm feeling really lazy and pretty zoned out. boo. i should probably clean up my room a little, but as i said... i'm feeling lazy.

i'm reading a new book that's pretty interesting. it's called "push". you may know it by the movie name "precious" that oprah has proclaimed as fantastic (you know good ol' oprah). anyway. it's not a read for everyone, but if you're looking for an extremely strong and graphic novel that really tears at your core, then this is a read for you.

anyway. that's enough for now. i'm going to go take out my contacts! my eyes hurt >.<*

003 // won't stop till it's over

ughh... it's almost time for me to head on back to work. i really don't want to go back.. i wish the workday was already over. :(

on the upside, tonight is date night! ^^ alan and i are going to go see avatar. hopefully it won't be sold out and we'll be able to get tickets. *fingers crossed*

also, this week the theme with my asperger's boy has been the circus. and as a treat today they had performers come in. it was a lady and her 4 doggies (as well as 4 doves). they performed some cute tricks. the kids also had their very own circus show. one of the girls put on a hanna montana wig, had a microphone and lyrics she wrote out on paper and sung one of her songs. it was totally adorable. i recorded it. i'll put it up later so that all of you can see her cuteness ^^

anyway. that's enough. gotta get ready to head on back to work! :*( *tears*

002 // Pourtant quelqu'un m'a dit... Que tu m'aimais encore

so the last few days have been pretty busy... pretty busy that i haven't gotten a chance to write anything for the last few days. since my first entry of the year my grandma has been admitted to the hospital. she fell and broke her knee saturday night while i was at my uncle's house... we found out that she was in the hospital sunday night when the doctor called us to see what we wanted to do about her knee. she also had to get staples in her head because she hit it and cut it open, she had a swelled up face and a black eye and then she also had a high fever when admitted.... there are many questions that we have that have us rather upset.

anyway. she's doing much better now. she's not going to have surgery on her knee, just wear a brace until it gets better as she might not be able to make it through surgey... as in if they put her under she may not awaken. sooooo.... we're not going to take the chance. but since she's improved a lot, the doctor said she will probably be discharged by the weekend, so that's some happy news! :)

on another note, i returned back to work this week... monday was fantastic! then as the week progressed it's gotten pretty blah, i have to admit. but thankfully tomorrow is friday and that means that the weekend will start... thank goodness! tomorrow alan and i should finally be watching avatar! so we'll see what the hub-bub is all about.

i also finished making alan's anniversary gift this past monday. but i have to wait until something is shipped to me.... it was shipped yesterday morning so.... hopefully i'll receive it by next week... it's coming from cali so i hope that it doesn't take forever to come across the border.... stupid mail and it's retarded proceedures to send things across the border and having it take forever! >.<*
anyway. next week wednesday is our 4 year anniversary! so i'm pretty uber excited! we're going to celebrate by going to swiss chalet and using our buy 1 get one free coupons that we got last month! save us some moula and eat something delicious at the same time! boo-ya! :D so i can't wait for that!

anyway. that's enough for now. ta ta!

001 // she's got you high and you don't even know yet.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

this year i rang in the new year with my hubbster at home. we decided to keep it cheap and save a little bit of dough. so i made us dinner (rack of lamb with red wine sauce), we watched a movie (i finally gave in and we watched ninja turtles III), counted down the new year with dessert and a bottle of bubbly, then watched some supernatural until we were ready to pass out.
all-in-all, a fantastic evening.

on another fantastic note, i received my new phone yesterday afternoon from the ups man too! charles had called up rogers the day before (dec. 30th) and got me a great plan, one that's similar to his, for a pretty darned good price. my phone has been messed up for the last 6 months. i can only talk to people on speakerphone and even then there's a lag on the other end to hear me (like 5 seconds). and my phone was also slowly beginning to lag and not open up programs properly (it also wasn't sending and recieving texts properly either). since my 3 year contract was up on the 27th of december i decided that i wanted the new bb bold (9700) and that i would also get a data plan.
after finalizing my new contract we decided that i would have my new phone delievered in the mail because if i went to pick up in store the salespeople @ rogers might hassle me to either purchase things (like things to add to my plan) or say they can't find my new account plan and they would try to change it (this is what the lady said on the phone... isn't that so sad). so anyway. the lady said it would take 5 business days until my new phone came. well. i've been using my messed up phone for half of the year, so what was another week? well, to my surprise i got my phone yesterday and i've been fooling around with it ever since. it seems like 2010 is set out to be a great year already.

anywho. other than that i woke up to make breakfast for alan and my parents this morning. i made them scallion and cream cheese bagel sticks and they were awfully delicious! ^^ afterwards we went to alan's so that he could shower and we decided to watch a movie. instead of going at night we settled on watching avatar in the afternoon at fairview and then going back to alan's so that he could play dragonage and i would watch supernatural and fool around on my laptop. well, we got to fairview only to sadly see that avatar was sold out of the 3:10 show. luckily our back up plan was sherlock holmes @ 3:30. thank goodness we were early. after about 10 minutes of sitting in the theatre it was PACKED. they even had the employees walking around the theatre asking people if there were people sitting next to them so that they could make room for others (which they normally do for movies opening weekend).
anyway. the movie was fantastic! guy ritche did a great job and i enjoyed it very much! ^^ i recommend it.

after we went to my house to grab my laptop only to discover that eric was uploading his vacation movies off the videocamera to my computer. he has 3 cassettes worth and he was on the last one. then, after, he wanted me to burn them onto dvd. needless to say alan stayed for dinner and i did this for eric. now i'm at alan's and we're doing exactly as we had originally planned.

well. that's my exciting day adventure. sadly my vacation is almost finished... another 2 days and then it's back to work :( i'm quite sad that this week has flown by rather quickly... a little too quickly for my liking. oh well.. *sighz*

now i can only hope that the new year brings me an awesomeo teaching job (or at least a supplying gig) so that i can start my teaching journey. *crosses fingers*

on that note i'll end this entry here. there was quite a bit of rambling and i think it's about high time i do something else. i think i shall set a new goal for myself. i will try to have more entires for this new years. yes. that'll do pig... that'll do :)